[00:00.000] 作曲 : Shon Lindauer/LIL NARNIA/Jay Droegemeier [00:15.484] Day 38, can't make it [00:19.524] Counting scars like marks in the pavement [00:22.578] All the love in me turned to hatred [00:26.299] And beautiful things bring pain when [00:29.727] They're gone like we all will be [00:32.825] Wish I could kill my ****ing feelings [00:36.454] Stuck in this hell, scratched your name in the ceiling [00:40.822] Starting to think that this is really how it ends [00:44.245] Been 6 months since I've seen you [00:48.897] Hope you're doing good, yeah, me too [00:52.041] Things have changed so much and I've seen a new life [00:56.419] It all fell into place without you by my side [01:00.010] Then 10 years came and went so quick [01:03.869] Your first love's gone and got 3 kids [01:06.967] It took so long but there's so much I've missed [01:10.561] I've learned life hurts but I love this [01:13.583] And all I ever really wanted was you in it [01:21.412] Maybe I'm meant to spend forever as a masochist [01:29.128] All I have left is in my head [01:32.386] A blank space with your name in it [01:36.214] Wish you would have stayed but I understand [01:39.610] I went too deep and drowned again [01:43.357] I think the pain made me love instead [01:47.032] Pulled out the pages inside my head [01:50.786] Felt what it means to see everything [01:54.982] And every being for what it is [01:58.577] I still miss you so much [02:03.068] But everything's hopeless and it's not so bad [02:07.719] Add another slash and run it back screaming [02:12.574] Day 38, can't make it [02:17.303] Counting scars like marks in the pavement [02:20.281] All the love in me turned to hatred [02:24.161] And beautiful things bring pain when [02:27.824] They're gone like we all will be [02:31.414] Wish I could kill my ****ing feelings [02:35.081] Stuck in this hell, scratched your name in the ceiling [02:38.345] Starting to think that this is really how it ends [02:43.273] Been 6 months since I've seen you [02:46.003] Hope you're doing good, yeah, me too [02:50.001] Things have changed so much and I've seen a new life [02:54.000] It all fell into place without you by my side [02:57.390] Then 10 years came and went so quick [03:01.065] Your first love's gone and got 3 kids [03:05.018] It took so long but there's so much I've missed [03:08.812] I've learned life hurts but I love this