I never want to look back again on the events of 2010. I can't escape what's in my head. T here's no repentance when I've served my sentence. The candle's burning at both ends. Winter's cold and I'm dreading coming home, far from anyone I know at all. Never felt so alone because the hope of Spring died with the Fall. I can finally feel content. I can't help but smile when I know things can't get worse than this. I see things clearly and I loved them dearly. A timeline stained with tragedy and death. The clock keeps turning faster when the candle's burning at both ends. Rub these dark circles from my eyes, a brighter future's on the rise. I'll leave commitments pending. The worst year of my life is ending. I watch the dates expire, caught in a flicker of a fire. The hands are turning 'round, the hours counting down, and it's all over now. All that I had burned to the ground. All that will never be, I watched it die in front of me. A living nightmare was born in this year. There are dark clouds all around me and I couldn't see the sun even if I tried.