just as you requested
i have come here with 
these bullets in my head
a shot for every broken step
till all my mind was made of lead
and now you say that it can save me
from all the chemicals and man-made stars
but i forget so please don't tell me why
we let it go this far
we can never return (x6)
you say i needed you to stop me
blame you then or shame you now
beneath the lead i had a conscience
but needed you to show me how
to throw it all away
to make believe this never hurt you
to open up my veins
and let eternity pass through
we can never return (repeat)