[00:00.00]It's the same each and every night.
[00:05.89]Glare at my screen with two big bloodshot eyes.
[00:11.41]I'm stuck self-torturing; my meds are failing me.
[00:17.60]Internal clock in smithereens.
[00:20.73]Can't fix this, I'm hopeless.
[00:23.62]My eyes are stapled open wide,
[00:26.30]As I lay down on my side.
[00:29.30]I am bouncing off these walls.
[00:48.38]Notice my hands begin to twitch.
[00:54.01]Unprovoked assaulting of my conscious wit.
[00:59.74]Me and the TV are enemies.
[01:03.38]Sickening static surrounds my mind.
[01:05.62]I'm losing time, and realizing that
[01:09.06]After days of thought that I'm
[01:11.26]Stuck self-torturing; my meds are failing me.
[01:17.13]Internal clock in smithereens.
[01:20.14]Can't fix this, I'm hopeless.
[01:22.71]My eyes are stapled open wide,
[01:25.80]As I lay down on my side.
[01:28.58]I am bouncing off these walls.
[01:34.00]As I focus on the clock,
[01:36.99]Time stands still, but I cannot.
[01:39.84]I should strap myself in bed.
[01:42.76]I guess I'll sleep when I am dead.
[01:45.64]Talk to myself, lie in the darkness so content.
[01:50.34]As the sun begins to rise, I can barely shut my eyes.
[01:55.83]This crazed, delirious mess; laughing at everything I see.
[02:01.65]My sanity is spent. Just tell me where my time went.
[02:06.66]I'm losing it.
[02:08.40]Attention: All insomniacs, please raise your right hand.
[02:12.45]And kindly, repeat after me.
[02:16.77]"I guess I'll sleep when I am dead!"
[02:30.03]'Cause I'm stuck self-torturing; my meds are failing me.
[02:35.77]Internal clock in smithereens.
[02:39.12]Can't fix this, I'm hopeless.
[02:41.95]My eyes are stapled open wide,
[02:44.79]As I lay down on my side.
[02:47.64]I am bouncing off these walls.
[02:53.36]As I focus on the clock,
[02:56.05]Time stands still, but I cannot.
[02:58.94]I should strap myself in bed.
[03:01.93]I guess I'll sleep when I am dead.
[03:13.20]I guess I'll sleep when I am.