[01:07.95]The smell of your breath, it makes me sick [01:14.94]Your naked body lying on the floor [01:22.18]I want to kill you but you did it yourself [01:28.86]You killed my innocence [01:32.79] [01:33.65]You drunken **** [01:46.44] [01:47.77]I hate you [02:01.56]I piss on your grave and curse your memory [02:31.88]I was always there in the family hell [02:38.50]I was in your way and you hit me [02:45.49]You cut your wrists and jumped from the 4th floor [02:52.66]I was the last one who saw you alive [03:11.44]I hate you [03:23.18] [03:25.36]I damage you [03:32.16]I bury you [03:39.03]I kill you [03:54.72] [04:02.84]I wish you would have been there to watch me grow [04:07.95] [04:08.95]Guiding me with wisdom, love and patience [04:14.63] [04:15.88]Telling me that you love me and showing it to me [04:20.56] [04:22.80]Making this world a safe place to be [04:28.05] [04:30.11]You hurt me so much that I don't know [04:33.54]if I'm ever gonna be whole [04:35.47] [04:37.22]But I want you to know that I'm gonna try [04:42.09] [04:43.21]Still after all that you did I miss you [04:48.14] [04:50.32]And the rose and the letter that I brought to your grave [04:53.75] [04:54.50]Tells you about my longing [04:56.50] [04:58.56]So I say goodbye to you now after 23 years [05:03.55] [05:05.73]You were just a moment of my life and I got to continue [05:10.73] [05:12.66]Maybe one day I will be able to forgive you [05:16.90] [05:18.78]Until then goodbye