our training's almost done the graduation's near the experience of loosing the diversion of my memory has led to no conclusion other than i motion silently when an instance i recall {or should recall, i mean} arises, i can't delay i cannot get caught; defy the ailments i wonder where they come from i wonder where they come from i wonder what the hell they'll do with me when i'm older i'll stumble through the market forgetting what the hell i've come there for defy the ailments