作词 : Ashlynn Malia Chong/Jacob Berman/Andrew Weitz
 作曲 : Ashlynn Malia Chong/Jacob Berman/Andrew Weitz
I can taste something bitter in the sweetness
There's an aching in my lungs
'Cause I'm not breathing
I break myself to pieces test my patience
Craving just a little validation
When will I start feeling like I'm good enough for you?
Only happy if you're happy for me
Dying every second you ignore me
Now all my self-worth depends on you
When did I become so desperate?
When did I become so insecure?
I hate myself so you can love me more
When did I become so desperate?
Break the mirror on my bedroom door
How much longer can I do this for
Do this for?
Hmmm
Scared that noting that I say
Is gonna convince me
Need to hear It come from you
Or I don't sleep
I spend my free time wishing I was different
New identities and new beginnings
I don' know what I'm supposed to do
When did I become so desperate?
When did I become so insecure?
I hate myself so you can love me more
When did I become so desperate?
Break the mirror on my bedroom door
How much longer can I do this for
Do this for?
Hmmm
When did I become so insecure?
I hate myself so you can love me more
When did I become so desperate?
Break the mirror on my bedroom door
When did I become so
When did I become so
Hate myself so you can love me more
I need you to love me
love me
love me