[00:18.47]Yeah
[00:19.86]This might be the realest **** I ever wrote
[00:25.88]Yeah, yeah
[00:29.29]Like why the **** I always feel alone?
[00:31.23]I don't know why I always feel alone
[00:33.00]Know you cried but I ******' tried
[00:34.90]You up by my side, I was still alone
[00:36.85]Sometimes I miss the way it was
[00:38.68]Only okay when I'm off the drugs
[00:40.60]I ain't been outside, I ain't seen the sun
[00:42.40]I've been tryna stay away from everyone
[00:44.40]We do not love when we need it most
[00:46.33]Run from the truth 'til we see it close
[00:48.22]I can never tell what's fake or real
[00:50.05]Your love haunts me still like I'm seeing ghosts
[00:52.04]I know the emptiness of feelin' numb inside
[00:53.80]When your heart is breakin', you too numb to cry
[00:55.77]So you turn to pills and I know the feeling
[00:57.58]You don't wanna live so you'd rather die
[00:59.56]But, none of us really wanna die alone
[01:01.63]So many times you would cry alone
[01:03.46]I can't say I don't think about you
[01:05.41]But these feelings are easier to hide than show
[01:07.29]Tell me what's love?
[01:08.53]I don't get it still
[01:09.44]I just need a place where you never feel
[01:11.07]Need a place where pain don't exist
[01:12.96]So I started asking God if heavens real
[01:14.98]Yeah, I don't get it still
[01:16.88]I just need a place where you never feel
[01:18.72]Need a place where pain don't exist
[01:20.78]So I started asking God if heavens real
[01:22.73]Yeah, I don't get it still
[01:24.59]Need a place where you never feel
[01:26.38]Need a place where pain don't exist
[01:28.28]So I started asking God if heavens real
[01:30.46]Yeah
[01:31.68](Sick of takin' pills,
[01:33.61]Sick of spendin' time trying not to feel, yeah
[01:37.40]'Cause I'm sick of gettin' high, sick of takin' pills,
[01:40.93]Sick of spendin' time trying not to feel, yeah)
[01:46.16]'Cause I'm sick of gettin' high, sick of takin' pills,
[01:48.75]Sick of spendin' time trying not to feel
[01:50.48]Body shakin' lately, I can't keep it still
[01:52.30]I need something real, I just wanna feel something
[01:55.07]Heart beatin', blood rushin',
[01:56.68]I'm sick of trying to feel nothin'
[01:58.42]I'm sick of trying to feel nothin'
[02:00.62]'Cause I'm sick of gettin' high, sick of takin' pills,
[02:03.72]Sick of spendin' time trying not to feel
[02:05.56]Body shakin' lately, I can't keep it still
[02:07.57]I need something real, I just wanna feel something
[02:10.01]Heart beatin', blood rushin',
[02:11.89]I'm sick of trying to feel nothin'
[02:13.79]I'm sick of trying to feel nothin', yeah
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