[00:00.89]I gave my things away.
[00:04.72]I called the people that I only see on holidays,
[00:11.58]this next year's going to burn a hole in me.
[00:18.93]
[00:29.61]I spent my weekdays in my car
[00:33.93]and the weekends drinking hard enough for two.
[00:39.67]I think I'll settle down one of these days,
[00:44.76]till I catch my breath.
[00:46.51]I feel the weight of the world on my back
[00:50.55]but I'm not feeling sick to death.
[00:54.70]Because I laid awake in bed
[00:56.81]and thought of better times.
[00:58.82]I never want to sleep
[01:00.59]'cause I found apathy in laying down
[01:04.52]and never waking up.
[01:08.26]and never waking up.
[01:11.74]
[01:13.91]I learned a lot today
[01:19.14]cus' there's a reason why
[01:21.76]I'll never live the easy way,
[01:25.94]I'm trying to be real.
[01:29.26]I wrote down words inside my arm
[01:33.52]that say "I'll never walk alone"
[01:36.92]'cause I get tired.
[01:38.86]I know I'll have my friends in every way,
[01:43.23]so I caught my breath,
[01:45.21]and for the first time
[01:47.51]I found what I'm looking for.
[01:49.38]Because I laid awake in bed
[01:51.60]and thought of better times.
[01:53.98]I never want to sleep
[01:55.73]'cause I found apathy in laying down
[01:58.75]and never waking up.
[02:05.65]Because I laid awake in bed
[02:07.43]and thought of better times.
[02:09.57]I never want to sleep
[02:11.98]'cause I found apathy in laying down
[02:13.03]and never waking up.
[02:18.78]and never waking up.
[02:21.63]
[02:22.38]Yeah, I went down.
[02:26.55]Yeah, I found a way.
[02:28.86]In the city where my father was born
[02:32.53]I had a dream I moved out west.
[02:36.81]I finally found out what I wanted to be
[02:39.96]so I picked up where I left;
[02:43.48]and I waited two more years
[02:48.24]and covered up my ears.
[02:51.84]I think I'm ready to sing this time.
[02:56.57]I really think I'm gone.
[03:00.11]Because I laid awake in bed
[03:02.29]and thought of better times.
[03:04.60]I never want to sleep
[03:06.20]'cause I found apathy in laying down
[03:09.60]and never waking up.
[03:13.38]and never waking up.
[03:15.59]Because I laid awake in bed
[03:17.85]and thought of better times.
[03:19.96]I never want to sleep
[03:21.62]'cause I found apathy in laying down
[03:25.51]and never waking up.
[03:29.52]and never waking up.
[03:34.18]