[00:18.114]I cannot decide, so how can you?
[00:26.999]Who I am inside, so how do you?
[00:35.835]How do you know who you are?
[00:37.806]How isn't everything hard?
[00:39.990]How can you get out of bed everyday
[00:42.407]With a smile inside of your heart?
[00:44.393]Maybe not meant to go far
[00:46.213]Maybe inherently flawed
[00:47.964]Maybe the stress that I carry is carving up scars
[00:50.432]And I feel the tension inside of my jaw
[00:52.642]Holding to pain I can't let go
[00:54.824]I wish I was trying my best, though
[00:56.831]Honestly I wouldn't bet, no
[00:58.941]I'd rather be up in my bed, yo
[01:01.090]Sleeping all day, I live in the past
[01:03.330]Rotting away, I know that it's sad
[01:05.513]Dreamin' 'bout all the love that I had
[01:07.774]But I can't go back
[01:10.591]I cannot decide, so how do you?
[01:19.536]Who I am inside, so how do you?
[01:28.112]And I'm not alright, so how are you?
[01:36.532]I'm not me tonight, can I be you?
[01:45.204]Damn it, I think that I'm broken
[01:47.505]So f*cking tired of hoping
[01:49.862]So f*cking sick of not knowing
[01:51.925]Who I wanna be now it feels like I'm choking
[01:54.312]I hate the face I was given
[01:56.378]I swear that I'm bout to give in
[01:58.428]Trying to deal with the doubt
[02:00.219]That maybe my life ain't worth living
[02:02.397]I'm standing in front of my mirror, I hate what I see
[02:06.266]I can't decide if I wanna be somebody else or I wanna be me
[02:10.979]I cannot decide, so how do you?
[02:20.196]Who I am inside, so how do you?
[02:28.951]And I'm not alright, so how are you?
[02:37.859]I'm not me tonight, can I be you?