The illusiveness of my existence I see Every time the reflection by mirror is shown This world’s so f**ked up, don’t know how to live All is foregone you can’t move by your own How long are we here and is this all real? I wish I dropped dead like an autumn leaf Every f**king day My soul breaks into pieces Every f**king day My boiling blood releases Every f**king day My soul breaks into pieces Every f**king day My boiling blood releases I’ll paint a picture with the blood of my friends Hoping I’ll be able to feel at least a bit of pain I’ll paint a picture with the blood of my friends I’ll paint a picture with the blood of my friends That won’t be touched with fire from my soul The world is raging in bloody red flames Who befalls the illusions will f**king rot In the emptiness of digital world Something plays us like we’re toys After ourselves we leave just bones Which chaotic world can not make rot It’s time to step over the board of illusions, To step into unknown emptiness Only our hands in blood can light the way To exit from slumber labyrinth Burn on flames of pain I lived in this f**king world of illusions Seeing the nightmare every day I’m done shedding blood in this city delusioned I’m sick of this f**king pain Get out of my mind, get out of my world, Make f**king curtains fall I reached the fragments of sky In this world of broken reality Emptiness inside is like mold It consumes me faster and faster But I will never go back Letting the pain be with me