作词 : T!ANA/Lil Tjay/LilTricknomercy 作曲 : T!ANA/lil tjay/LilTricknomercy use to holding like that holding so tight 以前你总是很紧的牵着我的手 U said love forever all that real lies 说你一辈子都爱我这种谎话 Never thought u acting  well the whole time 没想到您是个大戏精 cheat all my love so just  goodbye 所以拜拜了您内 I would never cry for this In the night 你看我现在还因为你这种弟弟哭吗 U never deserve me don even try 你就是个辣鸡 not helping but make yourself feeling fine 一天天除了自私就知道自私 Trapping me so hard can’t make up my mind 搞得我以前还以为我做错了啥 U were mine 你原来是老娘的人 All the time  U take my hand and lie' 天天牵着我的手说谎 I was blind 我咋就眼瞎了呢 Out of mind 脑子也抽了 Trust on u think u alway fine 还觉得您挺好 boi how u play that show 中央戏精学院出来的吧你 Acting like u only care about one girl Really that u text 4girl wechat 诶呦喂您可专一了谁知道你一天跟多少个小姐姐聊s tell them they are cute but u even haven’t met 跟一堆小姐姐说啊你好好看啊 U make me feel 你真让我恶心 Feeling that i don’t deserve for u 都觉得我自己贬值了 But all the truth is u don’t care about others but only yourself 憋说这说那了您就只在乎你自己 the childish and selfish on u 就一小屁孩,天道好轮回,以后有你受的 used to think u could be my drug 以前还觉得你能帮我 Promise forever said how much u love 承诺这承诺那的您真有意思 Now nobody I can actually trust 我现在谁都不信,认真追风,不碰爱情 Boys are the same don’t know about love 男人都一个德行啥都不懂 now I drinking drinking 之前还为这点破事喝酒 popping pills sinking 脑子断线了还难受 u in dreams repeating 还想报复你 u be pain as me off u demons 总有一天遭报应 u never get things I reaching 我比你牛多少倍心里没点数? thought you were someone I could lay on 我现在谁都不靠 Told you the pain I have never told to other 以前还跟你说真心话 you treat it like make me girl another don’t waste my time need no lovers 费那么多口水干嘛 浪费时间 Bang bang 拜拜 use to holding like that holding so tight 以前你总是很紧的牵着我的手 U said love forever all that real lies 说你一辈子都爱我这种谎话 Never thought u acting  well the whole time 没想到您是个大戏精 cheat all my love so just  goodbye 所以拜拜了您内 I would never cry for this In the night 你看我现在还因为你这种弟弟哭吗 U never deserve me don even try 你就是个辣鸡 not helping but make yourself feeling fine 一天天除了自私就知道自私 Trapping me so hard can’t make up my mind 搞得我以前还以为我做错了啥 You put the cross on my knee (你曾经把十字架挂在我脖子上) But now I'm on your blacklist (可现在我却出现在你的黑名单里) She left with another man wearing a rolex (她和另一个男的走了我看见他手上戴着块劳力士) At what point did I cry like a kid (那一瞬间我感觉到前所未有的无助) 断了任何联系 没人怜悯 手机关机 但至少我没有了顾虑 Call me a doctor you know how I feeling (我需要个医生可能他才知道我怎么了) 30 rounds is enough to me (我真的好难过) I keep asking the ceiling (我不停向着天花板自言自语) I've been sad since I was 15 (为什么我会这样那年我才15) A year later我突然又记起 (一年年后我突然记起) 那段时间像落幕的电影 Swear to god 跳出这陷阱 (我向上帝发誓要跳出这个陷阱) You come back for me我也不愿意 (就算她回心转意我也不会愿意复合) love i just want take it easy (去你的爱情现在我只想过轻松点) Every relationship almost k*** me (每一段感情都几乎使我断了魂) I'm not Drake and I don't have kiki (我不是drake我也没有我自己的kiki) But no one can know how I feeling (但还是没人能懂我的感受) I need a doctor I can't save it (我需要个医生我拯救不了自己) I want it back but maybe I'm too lazy (我本来可以挽回她但也许我太懒惰) 我把自己的尊严给抛低 是我承认你是无可挑剔 use to holding like that holding so tight 以前你总是很紧的牵着我的手 U said love forever all that real lies 说你一辈子都爱我这种谎话 Never thought u acting  well the whole time 没想到您是个大戏精 cheat all my love so just  goodbye 所以拜拜了您内 I would never cry for this In the night 你看我现在还因为你这种弟弟哭吗 U never deserve me don even try 你就是个辣鸡 not helping but make yourself feeling fine 一天天除了自私就知道自私 Trapping me so hard can’t make up my mind 搞得我以前还以为我做错了啥