Face-down in my bed Asking, "Why am I such a wreck?" Am I lost? Fell out with some friends Watched my parents get over-stressed Are we lost? But I hold on for a minute My mind keeps spinning Buried in the guilt that builds up deep in the life I'm living Am I still living? Neck deep, I’m swimming So far from the shoreline And I don't know if I'll make it ’Cause it feels like I'm drowning I can't breathe anymore When all is gone and I can't take more I try to hold it back, try to hold it back But it haunts my sleep, haunts my sleep [00:56.52 [00:58.42 [01:00.88 [01:04.96 But it haunts my sleep, haunts my sleep Maybe I’m messed up From the demons that interrupt all my thoughts Know I can’t stay hidden So paint me up like a villain for my faults But I hold on for a minute My mind keeps spinning Buried in the guilt that built up deep in the life I'm living Am I still living? Neck deep, I’m swimming So far from the shore And I know 'Cause it feels like I'm drowning I can't breathe anymore When all is gone and I can’t take more I try to hold it back, try to hold it back But it haunts my sleep, haunts my sleep 'Cause it feels like I'm drowning I can't breathe anymore When all is gone and I can't take more I try to hold it back, try to hold it back But it haunts my sleep, haunts my sleep Oh-oh-oh Ah-ah-ah-ooh Face-down in my bed Asking, "Why am I such a wreck?" Am I lost? You say you understand But I know that you may move on when I'm gone