Mother, mother 
I can't take another 
Moment here the way that it is 
Heartache, heartache 
It's a fear 
I can't shake 
It heals, and then it's broken again 
The things 
I love seem to slip through my hands 
Like a big red balloon or grain of sand 
I see the future through the eyes of the past 
Still I somehow want to make this last 
They say the darkest hour 
Is just before a flower 
Opens ti the light of the sun 
You're mt reason 
My softly changing season 
Tell me I'm the only one [Chorus] 
All my life, 
I've been fooling myself 
Trying to make the wrong things right 
Like a bird against the cold hard wind 
Trying to find the end of the night