I've gathered all my lifetime memories of you

My lusty sentiments that made life seem true

Im rather selfish and I mean to be unkind

And you cant imagine what it does to me inside
But where am I I want to die

I want to live I want to die

If I were someone I would like to be a fool

No one would know me and I think that would be cool

Imd paint a picture of my life upon your wall

And use the colors that have made life seem small

But where am I I want to die

I want to live I want to die

But youve got a way of understanding me

And I just call it one of your mysteries

But you know youve got to stay close to me close to me

But where am I I want to die

But where am I I want to die

I want to die I want to give

I want to die die die die die die die die die