作词 : XXXTENTACION
 作曲 : XXXTENTACION
I know you so well so well
l mean I can do better than he can
I've been pretty
I know you're somewhere somewhere
l've been trapped in my mind girl just holding on
l don't wanna pretend we're something we're nothing
l've been stuck thinking 'bout her
I can't hold on
l've been pretty
I'm in pain wanna put 10 shots in my brain
I've been trippin' 'bout some things can't change Suicidal
Same time I'm tame
Picture this in bed get a phone call
Girl that you fked with killed herself
That was this summer and nobody helped
And ever since then man I hate myself
Wanna fkin' end it pessimistic
All wanna see me with no pot to piss in
But ngas been excited 'bout the grave I'm diggin'
Havin' conversations 'bout my haste decisions
Fkin' sickenin' at the same time
Memories surface through the grapevine
'Bout my uncle playin' with a slip knot
Post-traumatic stress got me fked up
Been fked up since the couple months
They had a nga locked up