器乐 : Emily Sprague Written By Emily Sprague My hair is dirty blonde now And there are even little sea sand pieces in there probably I wish there were none Smelling dish soap and honey across the room I'll stay hiding across the wild thousands You stay on those roads that fit winter rust trucks, single file Sleep early, wake early Folding in neatly always that this is my life feeling And I shut off all the lights myself In charge of every light I have a few plants, but I have rescued exactly none None such connection to that deep magic With these hands now as I know them A new scar and wow tons of plants Plant-induced psychosis Keep me close, I'm good invisible Sitting in loss like a beanbag chair If I lose my eyes I've thrown them over the bluff Frozen in the stream To see the flood And if I lose my mind Please give it back to the earth Fire, water, wind Earth, fire, water, wind And lie down Lie down with me It's a beautiful thing, I know The last moments of the earth Your blood's running cold Slower and slower Fireworks show She's getting tired She's leaving home Rest under the pines My love, forever now I'll take bitter to the solid form of nothing Put it on the altar, give it flowers and a symphony Watch the morning come and take it, then mourn it 'til forever The gentle salted water, there'll be no one but the weather