MAKING PLANS SHOULDN'T BE THIS HARD. I FEEL LIKE I'M THE ONLY ONE TRYING. UNLESS THE TRUTH IS THAT YOU DON'T WANT TO SEE ME. I GUESS I UNDERSTAND. I'M A CONTROLLING PIECE OF SHIT AND I DON'T DESERVE ANYONE. I DON'T BLAME YOU. I WOULDN'T WANT TO SEE ME EITHER.