I'M SO SORRY, I CAN'T STAND UP.
 WHY CAN'T MY EYES LOCK WITH YOURS?
 I'M AFRAID MY STEPS FORWARD ARE LEAVING ME BEHIND.
 THAT I'M FALLING INTO OLD HABITS AND LYING TO MYSELF.
 I'LL SPEND TONIGHT GETTING ****ED UP
 AND PRETEND THAT I HAVE CONFIDENCE.
 DON'T SAY GOODNIGHT, I SWEAR I'M ALRIGHT.
 THESE OLD BONES STILL HAVE SOME FIGHT LEFT.