[00:23.228] ONCE AGAIN I'VE PUSHED MYSELF [00:32.862] AWAY FROM EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING THAT I LOVE. [01:21.861] MY REFUSAL TO OPEN UP HAS LEFT ME STRAINED AND FATIGUED, [01:29.337] WITHERING AWAY. [01:34.004] I'M SO SORRY THAT I LEFT; [01:40.426] I WAS SCARED TO GET COMFORTABLE AGAIN. [01:47.662] I LEFT MY BEST FRIEND TWO HOURS SOUTH.