[00:00.00] 作词 : Cordae Dunston/Arin Ray/Uforo Ebong/Thomas Brenneck/Homer Steinweiss/David Guy/Leon Michels/Ramon Velez/Raymond Komba
[00:01.00] 作曲 : Cordae Dunston/Arin Ray/Uforo Ebong/Thomas Brenneck/Homer Steinweiss/David Guy/Leon Michels/Ramon Velez/Raymond Komba
[00:21.48]Uh I got an auntie who be raisin' her daughter's kids
[00:24.54]She's 46 one is 1 one is 2 others 4 and 6
[00:28.44]Baby dad ain't really with that supportive s**t
[00:30.91]I come to town iced out with the foreign drip
[00:33.81]I got another cousin she the same age as me
[00:36.47]Our lifestyles completely different and basically
[00:39.27]Her baby dad beat her a*s what I hate to see
[00:41.86]Her black eye as I cried it's a daily thing uh
[00:45.70]And here I am chasin' dreams
[00:47.74]Ignorant with bliss worryin' 'bout plays and streams
[00:50.31]The crazy part is they don't even say a thing
[00:52.99]They don't want me to worry just go and make the cream
[00:55.29]I got an aunt with a cheatin' husband always knew he bogus
[00:58.76]Used to wear turtlenecks and some Louis loafers
[01:01.40]Comin' home to family struggles got me losin' focus
[01:04.15]I don't know how else to deal so it's too late now
[01:06.27]I got a brother out there who like 5 years old
[01:09.05]I don't know why daddy tried to hide your soul
[01:11.74]No blood test needed 'cause it just might be
[01:14.42]Seen the picture lil' man lookin' just like me
[01:18.28]It be the ones that's closest
[01:21.01]That go through the motions
[01:23.60]Maybe it's me that's been selfish
[01:26.37]Don't know why I can't help it
[01:28.97]And it's been hard for me
[01:30.56]To see what you been goin' through it's tirin'
[01:34.52]'Cause you've been sufferin' you've been sufferin'
[01:37.41]No more sufferin' in silence
[01:39.95]And they don't even ask for s**t
[01:41.58]When I was broke grandma MoneyGram-ed me cash and s**t
[01:44.25]And she wasn't even the one that was havin' it
[01:47.23]Family be matterin' most but as a catalyst
[01:49.88]I got another cousin buggin' who addicted to Xans
[01:52.75]Said it was her substitute for never gettin' a man
[01:55.47]Said we all need love only if it's in the plan
[01:58.23]Forced love the worst love throw that s**t in the can
[02:00.76]I got an auntie who a ********** it hurt my soul
[02:03.80]Promise you sellin' your body ain't worth that gold
[02:06.40]Reverse that role you don't gotta swerve that road
[02:09.34]Searching for the answers I don't wanna search that low
[02:11.84]'Cause I done been through a lot my family goes through worse
[02:14.81]Cryin' on this airplane how I wrote this verse
[02:17.45]They be sufferin' in silence they don't tell me a thing
[02:20.26]All they tell me is ***** go excel in your dreams
[02:22.98]Yeah it be the ones that's closest
[02:26.66]That go through the motions
[02:29.44]Maybe it's me that's been selfish
[02:32.03]Don't know why I can't help it
[02:34.84]And it's been hard for me
[02:36.37]To see what you been goin' through it's tirin'
[02:40.13]'Cause you've been sufferin' been sufferin'
[02:43.35]No more sufferin' in silence
[02:45.91]It be the ones that's closest
[02:48.70]That go through the motions
[02:51.37]Maybe it's me that's been selfish
[02:54.05]Don't know why I can't help it
[02:56.80]And it's been hard for me
[02:58.31]To see what you been goin' through it's tirin'
[03:02.17]You've been sufferin' been sufferin'
[03:05.27]No more sufferin' in silence