[00:02.11]Seems life forever, [00:16.14]like forever [00:19.69]since i tore myself apart [00:24.94]and left my friends in the wake [00:29.36]of countless tears and fading life. [00:35.35]when i couldn't seem to grasp the life i lead [00:40.22]and the lives i touch [00:42.53]its one year on now [00:44.22]one year on, one year on [00:46.53]still i struggle with the same demons [00:50.83]i shed as i laid there lost in my head [00:55.08]lost in my head [00:57.76](lost in this goddamn hospital bed) [01:02.06]i'm not the same man and i don't dare try [01:06.00](try to uncover all the darkness i hide) [01:09.49]its like my demons are my lovers [01:13.24]but i've got friends by my side [01:25.23]i've got hope in my eyes [01:28.73]and dreams to aspire too [01:30.47]and the whole wide world to watch below [01:34.66](and death won't be my lover [01:37.40]i've got so much left to give [01:41.83]and take my life with subtle steps [01:45.33]instead of not wanting all that is left) [01:48.82]instead of trying to take my own life [02:00.68]its one year on [02:03.86]and i'm stronger, i want to live much longer [02:09.85]not grow old and bitter [02:13.53]and not jaded [02:15.34]and not hate what life gave me [02:18.71]let the fear wash away [02:22.52]let the demons blunt their claws [02:25.84]on a life that's full of mistakes [02:29.83]but always searching for much more [02:33.45]i won't die defeated [02:39.51]i won't die defeated [02:46.43]i won't die defeated [02:53.36]i won't die [03:00.30]cause i've got friends by my side [03:04.42]i've got hope in my eyes [03:06.85]and dreams to aspire too [03:09.47]and the whole wide world to watch below [03:15.12](and death won't be my lover [03:17.99]i've got so much left to give [03:22.37]and take my life with subtle steps [03:25.75]instead of not wanting all that is left [03:28.74]no death won't be my lover [03:32.30]i've got so much left to give [03:36.10]and take my life with subtle steps [03:40.04]instead of not wanting all that is left)