[00:08.12]I feel so dirty,
[00:12.38]I feel so dumb.
[00:16.13]I felt for temptation,
[00:20.06]Lord what have I done?
[00:25.81]I never,
[00:28.01]Meant for this,
[00:29.75]To get so out of hand...
[00:33.69]But he lied to me,
[00:36.71]and he told me that,
[00:38.08]You'd never understand.
[00:41.83]But it was never in my plan,
[00:45.51]To become the liar,
[00:47.89]become the cheater,
[00:49.95]become the murderer,
[00:52.14]I know you heard of her,
[00:54.14]become the dealer
[00:56.20]become the user
[00:58.33]become the hater
[01:00.46]become the abuser.
[01:02.89]And after all of,
[01:04.52]my failure and,
[01:07.64]my sinning.
[01:12.08]Jesus still,
[01:13.96]wants to save me and,
[01:16.08]live in me.
[01:19.89]So if Jesus can,
[01:24.46]then why can't you,
[01:28.89]Forgive me,
[01:30.65]forgive me,
[01:32.44]forgive me,
[01:35.16]forgive me.
[01:36.35]I was so guilty
[01:38.56]now I'm repenting,
[01:40.43]Lord will you fill me,
[01:42.50]I'll go where you send me
[01:49.00]I was so lonely,
[01:53.06]he was so kind.
[01:57.24]He said that he loved me,
[02:01.50]How could I deny.
[02:06.62]I never meant for this,
[02:10.81]to get so out of hand.
[02:14.81]But he lied to me,
[02:17.25]and he told me that,
[02:18.93]you'd never understand,
[02:20.00]
[02:23.30]But it was never in my plan,
[02:26.87]To become the liar,
[02:28.87]become the cheater,
[02:29.68]become the murderer,
[02:33.12]I know you heard of her,
[02:35.30]become the dealer
[02:35.99]become the user
[02:37.80]
[02:39.39]become the hater
[02:41.58]become the abuser.
[02:43.89]And after all of,
[02:46.45]my failure and,
[02:48.64]my sinning,
[02:53.15]Jesus still,
[02:55.01]wants to save me and,
[02:57.08]live in me,
[03:01.15]So if Jesus can,
[03:05.41]then why cant you,
[03:09.53]forgive me?
[03:11.65]I know what I did was wrong,
[03:15.72]but how long will you let this go on?
[03:20.66]Everyone else has moved on,
[03:24.72]but you still won't let it go...
[03:35.40]Man I can't let go and this is my cry for help,
[03:39.03]to forgive myself,
[03:40.97]So please help me,
[03:43.35]forgive me...
[03:48.66]Oh, please help me...
[03:55.85]Help me forgive myself...
[04:01.85]Oh,
[04:04.53]Forgive me,
[04:06.35]Forgive me,
[04:07.79]Why can't I forgive me?
[04:10.54]Forgive me,
[04:12.10]Oh, forgive me
[04:14.53]Forgive me,
[04:16.16]Forgive me,
[04:16.78]Why can't I forgive me?
[04:19.10]forgive me
[04:20.60]Forgive me,
[04:21.60]OH
[04:22.28]Show me you love me,
[04:23.28]don't have to feel guilty,
[04:24.47]I'll fall on my knees now,
[04:26.72]To see what you give me,
[04:32.91]forgive me, yeah....
[04:40.04]Why can't I forgive me?