[00:00.000] 作词 : Franck Davy Nzameyo [00:01.000] 作曲 : Franck Davy Nzameyo [00:15.847]Not proud of what I did before [00:18.566]Call me a monster tell me something ion know [00:22.324]Half retarded when they see me on the ****ing floor [00:26.339]U were drunk when u told me that you wanted more [00:30.102]Look ion even feel how I used to [00:34.704]Wanna take a nap pray to god hallelujah [00:38.207]If these niggas wanna die I’ll shoot right through ya [00:42.224]Half retarded when I’m stepping I just hope I see ya [00:46.275]Dawg I swear I’m just so depressed [00:50.303]I sit down with my therapist she’s ****ed vexed [00:54.125]Tried to drink the pain away but it won’t ****ing leave [00:58.194]Want to end it all I don’t wanna ****ing breathe [01:03.365]Promises that I ain't ****ing kept [01:06.803]Hopefully these tears dry and I ain’t ****ing wet [01:10.298]Embarrassing when my eyes are red from all the pain [01:14.355]Wobbly steps when Im walking I insane [01:18.426]Is it crazy to want something outside of the pain [01:22.455]When I see u I can feel it shit don’t feel the same [01:26.230]Feeling like you holding the gun and u taking aim [01:30.270]I deserve it all cus all I know is ****ing pain.. [01:36.140]Cus all I know is ****ing pain.. (Yeah) [01:50.493]Gotta get it [01:51.863]You tell me that you want it [01:53.454]Do I feel like i’m a goner [01:55.324]Not respected but i want it [01:57.459]I’m ****ing drunk [01:59.802]Put me in your trunk [02:01.677]Drive around [02:02.233]Going down [02:03.324]Tell me what u ****ing found [02:05.473]Make no noise [02:06.308]Hit me up [02:07.401]Do you feel like i’m enough [02:09.282]Pour a cup [02:10.338]Feel it in my gut [02:11.674]What the **** is up [02:13.308]Never change [02:14.378]Swearving lanes [02:15.445]I’m insane [02:16.259]Don’t wanna feel the pain [02:18.394]Empty room [02:19.469]Who am I [02:20.276]Without you [02:21.349]I’ll end it soon [02:25.385]I’ll end it soon [02:29.627]I’ll end it soon [02:33.395]I’ll end it... [02:35.823](Yeah) [02:41.373]I ****ing [02:42.722]I fucikng hate myself