作词 : Franck Davy Nzameyo
 作曲 : Franck Davy Nzameyo
Not proud of what I did before
Call me a monster tell me something ion know
Half retarded when they see me on the ****ing floor
U were drunk when u told me that you wanted more
Look ion even feel how I used to
Wanna take a nap pray to god hallelujah
If these niggas wanna die I’ll shoot right through ya
Half retarded when I’m stepping I just hope I see ya
Dawg I swear I’m just so depressed
I sit down with my therapist she’s ****ed vexed
Tried to drink the pain away but it won’t ****ing leave
Want to end it all I don’t wanna ****ing breathe
Promises that I ain't ****ing kept
Hopefully these tears dry and I ain’t ****ing wet
Embarrassing when my eyes are red from all the pain
Wobbly steps when Im walking I insane
Is it crazy to want something outside of the pain
When I see u I can feel it shit don’t feel the same
Feeling like you holding the gun and u taking aim
I deserve it all cus all I know is ****ing pain..
Cus all I know is ****ing pain.. (Yeah)
Gotta get it
You tell me that you want it
Do I feel like i’m a goner
Not respected but i want it
I’m ****ing drunk
Put me in your trunk
Drive around
Going down
Tell me what u ****ing found
Make no noise
Hit me up
Do you feel like i’m enough
Pour a cup
Feel it in my gut
What the **** is up
Never change
Swearving lanes
I’m insane
Don’t wanna feel the pain
Empty room
Who am I
Without you
I’ll end it soon
I’ll end it soon
I’ll end it soon
I’ll end it...
(Yeah)
I ****ing
I fucikng hate myself