作曲 : Joshua Samuel/Kevin Andre Price/Durk Banks/Nicodemo Lalli
This a Hood Famous production
Go Grizz
Winners Circle
I still got family in the hood, this **** for real
And I swear they on my mind when I'm off them pills
Only thing on they mind go and kill
Told my granny I can't deny, gotta pay her bills
She said I'm the reason for his death, it gave me chills
I thought my life was supposed to change when I got that deal
So this is how it feel (Yeah), this is how it feel
*****s' ****s different, you even smile different
I even fall out with the *****s that I know'll ride with me
I lost cousins to these streets, it make my high different
I left Ikey around some pounds when the job missing
I put my ***** on JetSmarter, she even fly different
Thirty pair of Amiri jeans, I say my fly different
Even though I'm rich, I'm still not 'round, so all my guys trippin'
I know y'all miss me, I miss y'all too, but I'm out the Chi with it
Whoever thought the ***** we slept around was scamless
If you gon' cheat on him, don't cheat on him with the fellas
I'm around millionaires, I'ma change, let them tell it
Everybody around me gang, we rebellious
I still got family in the hood, this **** for real
And I swear they on my mind when I'm off them pills
Only thing on they mind go and kill
Told my granny I can't deny, gotta pay her bills
She said I'm the reason for his death, it gave me chills
I thought my life was supposed to change when I got that deal
So this is how it feel (Yeah), this is how it feel
A lot of nights I be smiling, but I still be so lonely
DeeDee my roadie, so I'ma know how he feel if he lose his motion
Nowadays, you ask a ***** for a favor, he gon' think you owe him
**** built in me since 2012, you play and I'ma show 'em
They'll bust your brain,
You think I'm playin', you better tuck your chain
Nowadays they goin' off the murders, they don't go off names
But let a ***** play with me, his life gon' go in flame
They say I got some kids out right now that I do not claim
I know I don't so, lil' *****, chill, you steady chasing fame
I'm tryna figure out why you squeal and got a big name
Take my pain, my pain away, away, away, away
I still got family in the hood, this **** for real
And I swear they on my mind when I'm off them pills
Only thing on they mind go and kill
Told my granny I can't deny, gotta pay her bills
She said I'm the reason for his death, it gave me chills
I thought my life was supposed to change when I got that deal
So this is how it feel (Yeah), this is how it feel