[00:09.88]Look I just shed tears homie and now I ain't too proud to admit it
[00:14.01]Just seen my father for the first time in a minute
[00:16.31]And when I say a minute I mean years man
[00:18.94]Damn a whale could have swam in them tears fam
[00:21.30]Cause as I left them I reflected on my younger days
[00:23.62]When it was just me and my brother and my mother played
[00:26.36]Father cause no other man bothered
[00:27.79]Not even my biological, it never seemed logical
[00:30.66]But I accepted it cause I ain't know no better
[00:32.97]Thought I was brighter than a Polo sweater
[00:34.66]No pops was like Martin with no Coretta
[00:36.77]So many things you could have told me
[00:38.59]And saved me the trouble of lettin' my mistakes show me
[00:41.02]I feel like you barely know me
[00:42.65]And that's a shame cause our last name is the same
[00:45.21]That blood type flowin' through our veins is the same
[00:47.63]My mama left you and maybe your anger's to blame
[00:49.88]But that's no excuse, only you and God know the truth
[00:52.81]And why you only call monthly barely ever saw me
[00:55.62]Spend some summers with you and played with my cousin Maury
[00:58.06]Maybe I should be tellin' you f**k you cause you selfish
[01:00.56]But I want a father so bad I can't help it
[01:03.74]I break down, I break down
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[01:07.92]Can't help but break down
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[01:11.10]I break down
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[01:13.25]I never thought I'd see my mama on that shit man
[01:16.13]It's f**kin' with her body now she sick damn
[01:18.61]I wanted a big house with a white picket fence and a pool
[01:21.43]Who would have ever thought that it would come to this man
[01:24.49]Quicksand is what this life feel like
[01:27.10]That shit these rappers kick is nothin' like real life
[01:29.85]You made a milli off of servin' hard white, yeah right
[01:32.66]My mama tell you what addicted to that pipe feel like
[01:35.21]Stupid niggas, I heard the cops be shootin' niggas
[01:37.90]I swear to God wish I could bullet proof my niggas
[01:40.89]Can't get no jobs but they still recruitin' niggas
[01:42.76]We tryna stand tall when it gets to crucial niggas
[01:45.68]Break down We break down we break down we break down
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[02:16.63]Servin' time locked down
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[02:20.03]And she don't want nobody to know his daughter 25 pounds
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[02:25.04]By the time he get out she gon' be 4
[02:27.10]Now will his girl stay down
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[02:30.28]Ain't no doubt she love him yeah that's fo sho
[02:32.40]But temptation stays round
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[02:35.37]And if she strayed how could he ever know
[02:37.67]Never know and so she goes to the club on the weekend
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[02:41.35]A little freakin but them niggas holla
[02:44.10]But she never speakin but tonight I see the devil creepin
[02:46.66]Cause she been lonely she ain't felt a man in 7 seasons
[02:49.53]Damn! She do the best that she can
[02:51.97]Her mama tellin' her to find another man
[02:54.21]She college educated with a felon boyfriend
[02:56.96]That's what she thinkin' tonight
[02:58.90]Maybe she's right but please
[03:00.64]Stay down mama! Gotta be strong don't break down mama
[03:04.57]Please stay down mama! Gotta be strong, don't break down mama
[03:10.00]Don't break down don't break down don't break down, don't break down