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I got a new disease in me
I got a friend that's losing sleep
I take it hard, it's hard to take
I'm wide awake, I'm wide awake

One more confession, discretion's not what I need to sell
I never needed a reason for keeping secrets from myself
and now, that's just how I tell I'm wide awake

I'll wreck this if I have to
tell me, what good would that do?
I'll wreck this if I have to

I'd be so good to you
I'd be so good to you

You get separated, somebody's gone
and I don't know how this is wrong
and I'm so frustrated, falling behind
You were a friend of mine

Be so good to you
Cause they don't know you like I do
They don't know you like I do
They don't know you like I do
They don't know you like I do

There's a difference from me to them
And the road home is paved --- requiem
I could never go
Go back home again
Acadia is gone

All my indecision, all of my excess
don't you ever tell me I'm not loving you best
and I just need a minute, I just need a breath
You're very hard to drink to my continued success
And I slow down, slow
It's better in the worst way
It's getting better in the worst way

Look around round look around round look around
Look around round look around round look around
Look around round look around round look around
Look around round look around round look around

So here's another day
I spend away from you
another night I'm on another broken avenue
Trading in who I've been for shiny celebrity skin
I like to push it and push it until my luck is over

I wonder what you're doing
I wonder if you got it
I wonder how we used to ever go so long without it
All that works to impress
Trying to get girls out of their dress smiling pretty and pretty at you

I am beside you
I, I am right beside you
I, I'll make this perfect again

Cross my heart, I hope to die
Hope to die
Cross my heart, I hope to die
Hope to die

I've been here so very long

I can slip into you
It's so easy to come back into you
I'll hide in, can I hide in you a while?
I'm not sick of you yet
It's not as good as it gets
I never took you for a trick but sometimes,
I don't know what you want
I could take it if you need to take this out on someone
I don't know how it got this way