作曲 : David Sebastian Alfaro It's been such a long time Since l've let you see me cry How do you do it? It is fluid? Do I lack fluid? 'Cause when the storm comes I feel dry Sick! sick! sick! Thinking of this, this, this Something within, in, in Need to put out, out, out The fire The fire! ♪ Can't open myself up to you What the hell am I supposed to do? When it hurts to speak in tongues And reconcile what's due I don't think that you get it I think I need a medic I think I need a medic! 26 years and now I realize, now I realize It's been such a long time Since I've said that I was fine I guess it's progress, what you call it I'm just stalling 'Cause the truth is that I'm sick A sin is hiding deep within the trenches You think you've reached me at my conversation benches But alsa, I'm not over the last time Kiss me now because it might be the last time Still I... I can't open myself up to you What the hell am I supposed to do? When it hurts to speak in tongues And reconcile what's due I don't think that you get it I think I need a medic I think I need a medic! And by the time I've drawn the lines, it'll be too late 'Cause my disguise Has been prescribed. I'll self-medicate And spiral down So by the end, I'll crack the code Deep in the crowd But by the end I still feel cold Ribs like a cage full of fire. sulfur and ashes, a liar Thinking about all the things you could to me Paranoid you would conspire But she's so pristine, a chapel I could call Sistine Lay me down in St.Peter and wash my body clean I just wanna say, you're someone that I like someone that I like someone that I like Spread these ashes out and suffocate the fire Suffocate the fire The fire! Can't open myself up to you What the hell am I supposed to do? When it hurts to speak in tongues And reconcile what's due I don't think that you get it I think I need a medic I think I need a medic! Never gonna open up and let you see inside, no! Let it! Let it! Let it! Let it! Let it bleed Never gonna open up, I'm rotting from inside So help me, god, I'll hold it in until I die ~