[00:47.42]It's so hard to pacify [00:50.42]All of these thoughts inside [00:53.42]Changing up another lie [00:56.42]Better if you still [01:00.42]Were wishing me to go to hell [01:02.42]I'll take you all as well [01:06.42]Loving you while hating me [01:09.42]Was it all just a dream... [01:18.42]Just a dream... [01:26.42]But you don't have to love me [01:32.42]Cause I could just care less [01:39.42]There's been times when you would crucify me [01:45.42]Or better yet be your second guess [02:05.42]And I find it quite disturbing [02:09.42]How I wake to find, [02:11.42]You're not sleeping here anymore. [02:18.42]And do you find it quite unquieting [02:22.42]How you wake to find [02:24.42]I've been whispering at your door [02:30.42]It was just a dream [02:37.42]Just a dream [02:44.42]But you don't have to love me [02:51.42]Cause I could just care less [02:57.42]There's been times when you would crucify me [03:03.42]Or better yet be your second guess [03:35.42]I've given my all every night [03:38.42]I have given my will to [03:39.42]Relinquish my soul [03:41.42]If I had not where would I be [03:44.42]It has become my mother [03:46.42]Become my family [04:16.42]Sitting in my own blue garden [04:21.42]Staring out my beautiful blue house [04:27.42]These crown of thorns grow heavier [04:30.42]While you all taste the spice [04:34.42]Did you forget my sacrifice