Turn the lock to the door Like I've done so before I cast a shadow that jumps for the ceiling, While my body falls fast to the floor And thinning blood made its way And it coursed through my veins A lighter head, quite discouraged, though listless, And a heavy heart that coddles the pain But I've been running around, baby, With my head in the clouds, But wishful thoughts never stopped the thunder That drove my head back to the ground And I see shame in their eyes As I come stumbling by Staring hard with their hands slightly pointing How I wish someone held onto mine But I've been running around, baby, With my head in the clouds But wishful thoughts never stopped the thunder That drove my head back to the ground (no, no, no) And here are the last words I'll say Before I go away Silent lips forcing pen onto paper That'll go to whomever it may