I've been trying for hours Just to think of what exactly to say I thought I'd leave you with a letter or fiery speech Like when an actor makes an exit at the end of a play And I've been dying for hours Trying to fill up all the holes with some sense I'd like to know how you faded And you threw it away I'd like to give you all the reasons And what everything meant Well I could tell you goodbye Or maybe see you around With just a touch of a sarcastic thanks We started out with a bang And at the top of the world Now the guns are exhausted The bullets are blanks And every thing's blank If I could only find the words Then I would write it all down If I could only find a voice I would speak Oh it's there in my eyes Oh can't you see me tonight C'mon and look at me and read 'em and weep If I could only find the words Then I would write it all down If I could only find a voice I would speak Oh it's there in my eyes Oh can't you see me tonight C'mon and look at me and read 'em and weep I've been whispering softly Trying to build a cry up to a scream We let the past slip away and put the future on hold Now the present is nothing but a hollowed out dream And I've been dying for hours Trying to fill up all the holes with some sense I'd like to know why you faded And you threw it away I'd like to give you all the reasons And what everything meant Well I could tell you goodbye Or maybe see you around With just a touch of a sarcastic thanks But now the rooms are all empty The candles are dark The guns are exhausted And the bullets are blanks and every thing's blank If I could only find the words Then I would write it all down If I could only find a voice I would speak Oh it's there in my eyes so can't you see me tonight C'mon and look at me and read 'em and weep Oh it's there in my eyes And coming straight from my heart It's running silent and angry and deep Oh it's there in my eyes and it's all I can say C'mon and look at me and read 'em and weep For all the hours we've been spending along For all tears raining down And all those promises we promised to keep They won't be kept in vogue For the magic that are bodies had made For the love that we lost And all the secrets that we somehow betrayed Hold my another cause For the myth we still having affair For the lives we been lived And all the things that can never be kept Why don't you look at me and read 'em and weep C'mon and look at me and read 'em and It's there in my eyes and coming straight from my heart, It's running silent and angry and deep It's there in my heart it's all I can say C'mon and look at me and read 'em and weep