[00:00.000] 作曲 : Scott Wayne Spriggs [00:17.392] Is this reality? [00:19.322] 'Cause it's so ****ed up it's gotta be [00:22.581] Nothing more than a terrifying dream [00:30.822] Your breath is short, life is fleeting [00:33.015] I'm not ready for mine to take on a different meaning [00:35.980] Discretion of death—indiscriminate and capricious, [00:38.970] like saying "**** it", let's give a vicious [00:41.580] pull at the strings of a puppet [00:43.640] that looks and acts and sounds like me, [00:45.675] 'cause I'm the creator, the actor, the animator [00:48.532] When everything in life gets harder, [00:50.625] we'll both suffer the fate of a stone dropped in water [00:53.959] Is this reality? [00:55.974] 'Cause it's so ****ed up it's gotta be [00:59.238] Nothing more than a terrifying dream [01:05.102] Is this reality? [01:07.210] 'Cause it's so ****ed up it's gotta be [01:10.361] Nothing more than a terrifying dream [01:16.193] Crafting a persona, putting on a new face [01:18.817] I'm taking back control of this inanimate case [01:21.677] of something that used to smile, [01:23.105] something that used to laugh, [01:24.588] obsessed with a reality that I can't go back [01:27.023] Down the hatch goes all the pain that ends up stuck in my throat [01:29.785] I want to push my fingers down inside to make me throw [01:32.501] up all the hurt, up all the doubt, [01:33.981] You know it's gotta come out [01:35.440] But the way we live this life is in pain [01:39.163] Is this reality? [01:41.153] 'Cause it's so ****ed up it's gotta be [01:44.461] Nothing more than a terrifying dream [01:50.470] Is this reality? [01:52.481] 'Cause it's so ****ed up it's gotta be [01:55.668] Nothing more than a terrifying dream [02:01.395] Vibrant in an instant, ghost adjacent the next [02:03.976] A photo captures life but ignores death's effects [02:07.012] A spark in the eyes, a gleam in the smile, [02:09.583] makes it seem like life might be normal for a while, but it's not [02:13.210] The norm is now a fight and a struggle [02:15.506] hidden behind a slight joke [02:17.173] It's a juggling act between now and eventual like playing in the rain [02:20.717] and the sun hits a puddle— [02:22.154] it evaporates and dissipates [02:23.954] Turns out this life is nothing great without you [02:27.145] Everything ripped away [02:29.851] It's harder every day [02:32.811] There's nothing left to say [02:34.912] I NEED YOU WITH ME [02:38.290] Everything ripped away [02:41.112] It's harder every day [02:43.931] There's nothing left to say [02:46.150] I NEED YOU WITH ME [02:49.726] Everything ripped away (Is this reality?) [02:52.647] It's harder every day ('Cause it's so ****ed up it's gotta be) [02:55.344] There's nothing left to say (Nothing more than a terrifying dream) [02:57.466] I NEED YOU WITH ME [03:00.979] Is this reality? (Everything ripped away) [03:03.151] 'Cause it's so ****ed up it's gotta be (It's harder every day) [03:06.298] Nothing more than a terrifying dream (There's nothing left to say) [03:08.752] I NEED YOU WITH ME [03:12.274] Is this reality?