[00:10.90]I am a mess [00:13.27]I made a huge mess [00:16.45]I can't control myself [00:29.75]I kill the rhyme again, I'm coming sick and on time again [00:32.90]Words manifest from deep inside where people hide within [00:35.05]It's chemical, unbalanced on the triple beam, what? [00:37.70]Fuck what ya heard, it's about what I seen [00:39.83]I seen it happen, back hand brand to face smacking [00:42.26]Definite disorder, now his mindset is blackened [00:45.10]The doctors say, "He's got the brain of a murderer" [00:47.53]This rugged style steals your brain [00:49.97]My heart is bleeding and this pain it will not pass [00:55.18]It's not receding and my body's going numb [00:59.89]A bad trip child, rolling stoned, keeping high [01:04.82]He don't know what he's doing, he just keeps getting by [01:11.40]Thrown away [01:13.59]I want to be [01:16.36]Thrown away [01:19.22]He's born sick, nothing in his hands but his dick [01:21.75]He couldn't handle pressure, he couldn't handle shit [01:24.21]For the life he was leading lead him down the wrong path [01:26.71]Where guns blast, don't give a shit about the God's wrath [01:29.37]Don't want to talk to the counselor doctor [01:31.73]Tell them what's real, to tell them what's proper [01:34.29]Situation unclear like gray [01:36.35]And I know it gets worse everyday [01:39.28]My heart is bleeding and this pain it will not pass [01:44.12]It's not receding and my body's going numb [01:49.18]A bad trip child, rolling stoned, keeping high [01:53.95]He don't know what he's doing, he just keeps getting by [01:58.50]Away [02:00.65]Thrown away [02:02.83]I want to be [02:05.51]Thrown away [02:08.79]I am a mess [02:11.50]I've made a huge mess [02:14.53]I can't control myself [02:18.61]I'm losing it [02:21.30]I've lost it [02:23.23]I've spilled all my marbles [02:37.64]'Cause I see you inside of me [02:41.98]Sometimes I want to be thrown away [02:47.16]'Cause I see you inside of me [02:51.96]Sometimes I want to be thrown away [02:57.42]A hyper spaz and that is me [03:01.79]Sometimes I want to be thrown away [03:07.06]Thrown away [03:09.40]Thrown away [03:11.77]Thrown away [03:14.24]Thrown away [03:16.74]Thrown away [03:19.14]Thrown away [03:21.67]Thrown away [03:24.04]Thrown away [03:30.37](Voices in my head) [03:35.65](Voices in my head) [03:37.21]Don't tell me [03:39.17]To do it cause I will (Voices in my head) [03:42.04]Now [03:44.98](Voices in my head) [03:46.91]Don't tell me [03:49.13]To do it cause I will (Voices in my head) [03:51.81]Now [03:54.87](Voices in my head) [03:58.66]They're screaming [04:01.28]They're screaming [04:03.22]They're screaming [05:12.42]My words are weapons, in which I murder you with [05:18.78]Please don't be scared, please do not turn your head [05:24.87]We are the future, the 21st century dyslexic, glue sniffing cybersluts [05:32.53]With homicidal minds and handguns [05:35.74]We are insane, nothing will change [05:41.76]We are insane, nothing will change [05:49.06]There is a thin line between what is good and what is evil and [05:55.42]I will tiptoe down that line, but I will feel unstable [06:01.13]My life is a circus and I am tripping down that tightrope [06:06.79]Well, there is nothing to save me now, so I will not look down [06:14.33]And again, and again, and again, and it happens again [06:20.36]And again, and again [06:26.03]There's no beginning, there is no end [06:33.71]There is only change [06:38.57]Progression backwards, is this where we are heading? [06:44.45]Take back your soul, forget your emptiness [06:50.21]There is a thin line between what is good and what is evil and [06:56.41]I will tiptoe down that line, but I will feel unstable [07:02.34]My life is a circus and I am tripping down that tightrope [07:08.67]Well, there is nothing to save me now, I'm falling to the ground [07:16.66]Falling to the ground, down to the ground, yeah [07:26.71]I speak of madness, my heart and soul [07:29.80]I cry for people who ain't got control [07:32.82]Let's take our sanity, let's take compassion [07:35.95]And be responsible for every action [07:39.22]Hell no, know how, the way, the way, the way know how [07:47.30]The way know how [07:51.29]There is a thin line between what is good and what is evil and [07:57.47]I will tiptoe down that line, but I will feel unstable [08:03.65]My life is a circus and I am tripping down that tightrope [08:09.15]Well, there is nothing to save me now, so I will not look down [08:16.20]There is a thin line between what is good and what is evil and [08:21.94]I will tiptoe down that line, but I will feel unstable [08:28.05]My life is a circus and I am tripping down that tightrope [08:33.60]Well, there is nothing to save me now, I'm falling to the ground [08:42.47]Down to the ground, all the way down, hidden in the dirt