[00:00.065]I'm nicotine [00:03.957]I'm coming clean [00:07.380]I fooled the crowd [00:08.868]When i made it sound [00:10.357]Like i was more than ready [00:14.485]Strike up the band [00:16.993]Deprive my sleep [00:18.978]Cause theres no love [00:20.989]Like appathy [00:22.635]The bell that tolls [00:24.385]Rings loud enough [00:25.822]That it should have [00:27.415]Woke us up [00:28.356]I'm trying to find truth in words [00:30.211]In rhymes and notes [00:32.535]In all the things i wish i wrote [00:35.252]Cause i feel like i've been losing you [00:41.574]I read your last entry [00:45.179]Overprivelidged kids keep crying [00:48.653]They need to fit in [00:50.142]Its harder when living life from a screen [00:55.523]Old classmates please drop all your pens [01:00.330]Don't write a word cause i won't reply [01:03.308]And i'm not bitter no [01:06.495]Its just i've past that point in my life [01:09.786]I'm trying to find truth in words [01:12.006]In rhymes and notes [01:13.077]In all the things i wish i wrote [01:16.604]Cause i feel like i've been losing you [01:21.097]Each night it ends too soon [01:23.317]You don't hold me like you used to [01:26.165]And your eyes look like theyve seen too much cause [01:30.475]Its always some excuse-- [01:33.949]Too tired too obtuse [01:38.024]You look so far removed [01:40.820]This time i fear i'm losing losing you [02:00.228]M nicotine [02:04.121]I'm a cash machine [02:07.125]I'm the color green [02:09.319]And you should have seen [02:10.573]The looks i just received [02:14.857]I need a reason to let go [02:19.167]An intervention a lullaby [02:22.380]Something to cure me [02:24.601]Please believe me [02:26.273]I'm trying to find truth in words in rhymes in notes in [02:30.531]All the things I wish I wrote 'cause [02:34.057]I feel like I've been losing you each night it ends too soon [02:40.666]You don't hold me like you used to [02:43.383]And your eyes look like they've seen too much 'cause [02:47.954]It's always some excuse [02:50.775]Too tired too obtuse [02:54.171]You look so far removed [02:58.090]This time I fear I'm [03:01.042]Just not getting through