I'm nicotine
I'm coming clean
I fooled the crowd
When i made it sound
Like i was more than ready
Strike up the band
Deprive my sleep
Cause theres no love
Like appathy
The bell that tolls
Rings loud enough
That it should have
Woke us up
I'm trying to find truth in words
In rhymes and notes
In all the things i wish i wrote
Cause i feel like i've been losing you
I read your last entry
Overprivelidged kids keep crying
They need to fit in
Its harder when living life from a screen
Old classmates please drop all your pens
Don't write a word cause i won't reply
And i'm not bitter no
Its just i've past that point in my life
I'm trying to find truth in words
In rhymes and notes
In all the things i wish i wrote
Cause i feel like i've been losing you
Each night it ends too soon
You don't hold me like you used to
And your eyes look like theyve seen too much cause
Its always some excuse--
Too tired too obtuse
You look so far removed
This time i fear i'm losing losing you
M nicotine
I'm a cash machine
I'm the color green
And you should have seen
The looks i just received
I need a reason to let go
An intervention a lullaby
Something to cure me
Please believe me
I'm trying to find truth in words in rhymes in notes in
All the things I wish I wrote 'cause
I feel like I've been losing you each night it ends too soon
You don't hold me like you used to
And your eyes look like they've seen too much 'cause
It's always some excuse
Too tired too obtuse
You look so far removed
This time I fear I'm
Just not getting through