silence is ringing in my head
stuck on repeat
not much longer, i'll be dead
so just forget me
i'm losing my mind
and i don't think you could save me this time
and it goes
on and on
and i just feel helpless
how long will this take to wear out
on and on
when will i get through this
welcome to my own down and out
i'm falling deeper in this hole to disaster
i'm gripping what i thought control was falling faster
i'm losing my mind
and i don't think you could save me this time
and it goes
on and on
and i just feel helpless
how long will this take to wear out
on and on
when will i get through this
welcome to my own down and out
it's dragging on
i'm wearing thin
i can't stop these walls
they keep caving in
it's gone too far
where's my mind
why can't i stop fear this paranoia
it's a never ending story
and it starts with me
it's a never ending story
and it starts with me
and it goes
on and on
and i just feel helpless
how long will this take to wear out
on and on
when will i get through this
welcome to my own down and out
it's never ending
i'm falling further
welcome to my own down and out