What if I could run now 
 What if I could die 
 What if I could make my heart explode and never cry 
 
 I hate what I am now 
 ?? in love 
 I hate what I have now 
 You I'm tired of 
 
 What if I could run now 
 What if I could die 
 What if I could make my heart explode and never cry 
 
 What if I could free you 
 What if you could smile 
 What if I could make your heart ignite just for a while 
 
 What if I could run now 
 What if I could die 
 What if I could make my heart explode and never cry 
 
 What if I could free you 
 What if you could smile 
 What if I could make your heart ignite just for a while 
 
 What if I could die now 
 What if I could go 
 I always loved alone 
 I never ever showed