slob I get up in the morning look in the mirror and i think i am not alright i am fucked up and i get in the trouble they 're always stay in my mind however nobody saves me i just need sometime alone my dear cigarette please don't leave me only u can help me stand up everytime i am falling i know it's so hard for me if i could find myself i 'll be what i am i realize feeling like a slob who cares even sth gonna drag me down waste my days all the way just like i did it yesterday however nobody saves me i just need sometime alone my dear cigarette please don't leave me only u can help me stand up everytime i am falling i know it's so hard for me if i could find myself i 'll be what i am a pretty interesting guy a fucking smart guy a fucking awsome guy however nobody saves me i just need sometime alone my dear cigarette please don't leave me only u can help me stand up everytime i am falling i know it's so hard for me if i could find myself i 'll be what i am a pretty interesting guy a fucking smart guy a fucking awsome guy