[00:01.88]I tried Lord [00:04.25]I tried Lord [00:07.81]I tried hard to be Your good little boy [00:10.57]Chin up, head high [00:11.94]All zeal and no joy [00:13.69]Thinking all my good deeds could please Jesus [00:16.32]Boy, was I wrong [00:19.19]Though I knew the right songs, [00:20.81]all my cymbals and gongs played the melodies wrong [00:23.19]And it wasn’t long ‘til I saw my disease [00:25.94]A life spent wanting to please [00:27.25]On hands and knees [00:28.19]To make right, to appease [00:29.69]God help me please [00:30.50]This can’t be Christianity, it can’t be [00:33.56]The whole thing’s like insanity [00:34.94]Where’s the rest of eternal security? [00:36.50]Where’s the hope of a [00:38.57]God big enough to cope with all my hang-ups and insecurities? [00:40.44]Certainly this isn’t breathing [00:43.25]My chest burning and heaving [00:44.69]It’s like my pulse is ceasing [00:47.13]Like my heart quits beating [00:48.13] [00:55.15]Yet this I recall to mind and therefore I have hope: [01:02.34]You died, Lord [01:05.40]You died, Lord [01:09.53]Assuredly, like the coming of the dawn, the Father’s love song goes on [01:14.84]Drowning out my bitter songs [01:16.15]And breaking through walls and barriers [01:19.15]Christ swoops in, removes sin, picks up His bride and carries her [01:22.84]So I can sing in agreement with the King this thing: [01:26.97]There’s only one thing that pleases the Father [01:31.78]The God-man on the tree in the midst of the scoffers [01:35.53]Now I finally see that Christ is what Christ offers [01:40.91]And I’m finally free in the love of the Father