[00:14.93]I've got a lot that's on my mind today [00:22.00]But every man got a story to tell [00:29.06]My brother watched his life go down the drain [00:36.18]His addiction took control of him [00:43.18]Everytime I see my brother look at me [00:50.06]I turn my head, to me he's dead [00:57.56]So much pressure, so much pain [01:01.18]Everything to lose, nothing to gain [01:06.25]But I'm going on again [01:11.67]It's everything that he ever dreamed [01:14.29]Says things he doesn't mean [01:20.36]But I'm going on again [01:40.35]Please my mother, don't cry today [01:46.59]I know it's hard, cause he's your first born son [01:53.91]Don't blame yourself for the decisions made [02:01.03]I think it's time, we just let him go [02:08.28]So much pressure, so much pain [02:11.97]Everything to lose [02:13.41]and nothing to gain [02:16.85]But I'm going on again [02:19.53]It's everything that he ever dreamed [02:25.84]Says things he doesn't mean [02:30.90]But I'm going on again [02:36.22]All the times you lie [02:37.97]Tell me you change [02:39.72]But you never did [02:41.47]You just walked away [02:42.84]It always stays the same [02:50.28]Every time you cried [02:52.22] [02:54.98]And you felt afraid [02:55.73]Look at what you did [02:57.10]Now just walk away [02:58.17]You'll never change [03:04.92]So much pressure, so much pain [03:08.60]Everything to lose [03:10.23]and nothing to gain [03:13.23]But I'm going on again [03:18.85]So much pressure, so much pain [03:22.42]Everything to lose [03:23.98]and nothing to gain [03:27.48]But I'm going on again [03:33.16]It's everything that he ever dreamed [03:36.79]Says things he doesn't mean [03:41.60]But I'm going on again