All along the broadening skies
Under thee every night I lie
Scratch and claw and grip the rails
Every day in my living hell
Oh god you know I try

I know how hard I try

You know I try

here

Hey I'd like to daze away to a
Place no one has known
In a state of mind I could call
Mine, that only I could own
Where I could hum a tune anytime
I choose, and theres no such
Thing as time
Where I can feel no pain just
Calm and sane, what a place
For one to find

Now ya see I'm watching everything I do
And they're watching everything I say
Why won't they leave me be?

Why am I even here? I wonder
You leave me wondering

Won't you stop watching me

I said they're watching me, watching me, watching me

Now in my corner I got the celing in my eyes
Arms holding up my knees, and rocking

Back and forths my life
I didn't mean to feel this way when
I walked into the door, lord
Then they ripped away my memories
And I can't remember who I was before
I only wanted to be sixteen and free