[00:00.00] 作词 : Scarface
[00:01.00] 作曲 : Scarface/Mike Dean/Joseph Johnson
[00:13.80]Is anybody out there
[00:15.30]I swear I feel so all alone, back down on my knees again
[00:18.99]Hopin you can keep me strong, 'cause I can't hardly sleep tonight
[00:22.44]I took too many sleepin pills, I drunk too many Miller Lites
[00:25.86]And I can feel the Reaper near, so please forgive me for my sins
[00:29.52]I am just another man, sorry for the pain that I've caused
[00:33.12]I know that you'll understand, these demons'll drive me - insane
[00:36.69]I've been goin mad, rightly oughta blow out my brains
[00:40.14]'Cause I'm hurtin bad but I'm fightin... blast, on the other day
[00:44.67]These problems got me usin more drugs, along with the other things
[00:48.12]I'm slowly fading into my thoughts, (come against me, bring it on!)
[00:51.18]And I'm driftin in and outta space, and I don't believe I'm wakin up
[00:54.90]With the alcohol, them drinks, drift me to another world
[00:58.35]Where the sunshine stay shinin, I think I was finna url
[01:01.68]Mom, can ya look at me? This ain't what I used to be
[01:05.19]Tomorrow, I'll be somebody else, 'cause I ain't been me
[01:08.88]I can't seem to shake these, I'll put that there on every day
[01:12.39]Boy tryna figure me out, is like Lamar changing
[01:15.48]But my childhood was ****ed up - raised rowdy by a single moms
[01:19.20]She told me my daddy didn't give a ****, she ain't let him do his job
[01:22.68]Seventh grade; failing, and I don't know my next of kin
[01:26.19]These days in these ****ed up ways, who the **** are them?
[01:29.34]My daddy had three other kids, but I ain't never seen 'em
[01:33.00]So, ain't no sense in coming around now, you ain't been here befo'
[01:36.18]It's sad but I ain't feelin nuttin, my whole life's been a ****in maze
[01:39.60]And when I tried to locate my siblings, they were gone away
[01:43.29]Lost inside they other things, ****ed me then, ****ed me now
[01:46.80]Quick to tell me "Show you some love" nigga show you Hell
[01:50.19]Ain't no love I'm feelin here, I ain't never felt this vile
[01:53.52]Momma - did you really love me, or was I just a child?
[01:57.15]Said it, outside, I knew you seen it in my face
[02:00.54]I wasn't really happy here, but I was forced to lead the way
[02:03.96]Copped me a Cheverolet, drift away to the other side just to think
[02:07.89]If I get to see Heaven, I can thank you for the ride
[02:10.77]And thank you for my other kids and even though
[02:13.17]They mommas won't admit that they can't make it but bad
[02:16.29]Low on the child support - always been bad boo, tryna make me out to be
[02:20.91]The bad guy that I really ain't, bitch so quick to hassle me
[02:24.48]'Cause I don't see my kids enough, but I make the time to pick 'em up
[02:27.93]But you find somethin to stick in my face - it ain't me ****in up
[02:31.32]It's bad enough, face to face, always wanna catch a case
[02:34.71]So bad, they'll try an get me they make me - and what takes the cake
[02:38.19]Is the whole world is ****in up, daddy know where the weankess at
[02:41.46]And you spoke lies to ya old mans eyes, how could you sleep wit that?
[02:45.24]Jepordize everything, just for searchin for larger life
[02:48.51]Sacrificin the whole family, with no regards to Christ
[02:52.17]Funny how people can take this shit for granted, right?
[02:55.32]But then reality strikes, and changes things overnight
[02:58.62]I thank the Lord for watchin over me, though I'm prone to doin wrong
[03:02.55]I repent religiously, hopin that the weak get strong
[03:05.67]When the heat get's on [wind blowing]
[03:09.33]Hopin that the weak get strong, when the heat get's on
[03:12.63][talking - echo after each pause]
[03:14.85]Ya know, the street's different, stays as it likes
[03:20.46]Either, headin into a storm, ya in a storm
[03:30.57]Or ya just got out of a storm, (yeah) think about it