I know my love could be hurting you I know I gotta, gotta get you off my mind But I just can't live without you anymore I just want you back again Since the day we chose to be apart I know we both found somebody else Still I dream of you, wanting you back into my life I know I have a place to call my home I know I have somebody to call my own It's gotta be wrong to be lovin' you I have to let you go No, we can never be Never be friends again I know we can never go back to being in love again But I still think of you And you're always gonna be the one So let me just call you my first love Still I think about the good times that we had And I just reminisce, reading through the letters you gave me And every little thing that you were dreaming of It keeps on tearing up my heart And I know I really broke your heart So I thought I should just leave you alone I used to think that it's gotta be a righteous thing to do But tell me what's the use of being right When I can't even hold you in my arms When I can't tell you how much I love and how I want you back I think I have figured it out The true meaning of love Even though I had to go through the pain of losing you You'll never come back to me But you're always gonna be the one So you will always be in my heart Someday, the time will tell Why you had to go Why I have to keep on living Without you But I'm wondering If I can fall in love Just once again with somebody else No, we can never be Never be friends again I know we can never go back to being in love again But I still think of you And you're always gonna be the one So let me just call you my first love Let me just call you my first love Let me just call you my first love