[00:00.000] 作词 : Husham Yousif
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Husham Yousif
[00:17.526]I thought I tried a lot of times
[00:21.934]I think I might of changed my mind
[00:25.912]That same lil nigga that was working on his rhymes
[00:29.979]Became a nigga who'd be troubled down the line
[00:34.290]Let's start with the drugs how many have I taken?
[00:38.560]Wake up in the morning how quickly I'm baking
[00:42.628]Feeling like I'm yearning for something I can't say but
[00:47.315]I don't want to lose out on time
[00:48.909]Trying to chase this paper
[00:51.375]Wondering if I get stuck
[00:54.397]Cause I do this to myself
[00:56.088]Or is it I am out of luck
[00:58.534]Cause I found nobody else
[01:00.400]And don't you think it's ****ed
[01:03.097]That I'm distancing myself
[01:04.854]I Thought I had it in the cusp
[01:07.301]But I'm left there in the dust
[01:09.370]Thinking I get stuck
[01:11.925]Cause I do this to myself
[01:13.364]And I am out of luck
[01:16.046]Cause I found nobody else
[01:17.928]And don't you think it's ****ed?
[01:20.392]That I'm distancing myself
[01:22.192]I thought I had it in the cusp
[01:24.684]But I'm left there in the dust
[01:27.684]Ever wanna get away
[01:28.845]When it's not a destination or a place
[01:31.183]When it's really more a hurdle then a phase
[01:33.326]When you tryna find space in a maze getting dazed
[01:35.978]Battling depression through your days
[01:37.940]A spliff to make sure it don't phase you
[01:40.362]Can't slip without my say so
[01:42.603]So much to say but I lay low
[01:44.797]Think about it I was beaming
[01:46.427]As a kid I never thought about the meaning
[01:48.694]But nowadays I be riding round my city on defense
[01:51.995]Expose weakness they'll slay
[01:53.714]Won't swallow my pride nada
[01:55.796]This shits kept me alive momma
[01:57.677]Add this pressure I thrive
[01:59.646]Pain threshold been high
[02:01.067]Wondering if I get stuck
[02:04.271]Cause I do this to myself
[02:05.738]Or is it I am out of luck
[02:08.365]Cause I found nobody else
[02:10.038]And don't you think it's ****ed
[02:12.893]That I'm distancing myself
[02:14.600]I Thought I had it in the cusp
[02:17.193]But I'm left there in the dust
[02:19.000]Thinking I get stuck
[02:21.690]Cause I do this to myself
[02:23.285]And I am out of luck
[02:25.885]Cause I found nobody else
[02:27.676]And don't you think it's ****ed?
[02:30.103]That I'm distancing myself
[02:32.147]I thought I had it in the cusp
[02:34.651]But I'm left there in the dust