Could we dig up this long-buried treasure,   Were it worth the pleasure,   We never could learn love's song,   We are parted too long.   Could the passionate past that is fled   Call back its dead,   Could we live it all over again,   Were it worth the pain!   I remember we used to meet   By an ivied seat,   And you warbled each pretty word   With the air of a bird;   And your voice had a quaver in it,   Just like a linnet,   And shook, as the blackbird's throat   With its last big note;   And your eyes, they were green and grey   Like an April day,   But lit into amethyst   When I stooped and kissed;   And your mouth, it would never smile   For a long, long while,   Then it rippled all over with laughter   Five minutes after.   You were always afraid of a shower,   Just like a flower:   I remember you started and ran   When the rain began.   I remember I never could catch you,   For no one could match you,   You had wonderful, luminous, fleet,   Little wings to your feet.   I remember your hair - did I tie it?   For it always ran riot   Like a tangled sunbeam of gold:   These things are old.   I remember so well the room,   And the lilac bloom   That beat at the dripping pane   In the warm June rain;   And the colour of your gown,   It was amber-brown,   And two yellow satin bows   From your shoulders rose.   And the handkerchief of French lace   Which you held to your face   Had a small tear left a stain?   Or was it the rain?   On your hand as it waved adieu   There were veins of blue;   In your voice as it said good-bye   Was a petulant cry,   'You have only wasted your life.'   (Ah, that was the knife!)   When I rushed through the garden gate   It was all too late.   Could we live it over again,   Were it worth the pain,   Could the passionate past that is fled   Call back its dead!   Well, if my heart must break,   Dear love, for your sake,   It will break in music, I know,   Poets' hearts break so.   But strange that I was not told   That the brain can hold   In a tiny ivory cell   God's heaven and hell.