[ti:I've Been] [ar:Robert Spencer] [al:Next to Normal (Original Broadway Cast Recording)] [offset:0] [00:10.55]Standing in this room [00:12.50]Well I wonder what comes now [00:14.85] [00:15.44]I know I have to help her [00:17.53] [00:18.19]But hell if I know how [00:19.96] [00:20.76]All the times that I've been told [00:22.78]The way her illness goes [00:24.86] [00:25.73]The truth of it is no one really knows [00:28.80] [00:30.99]Every day this act we act [00:32.97]Gets more and more absurd [00:35.19] [00:35.85]And all my fears just sit inside me [00:38.42]Screaming to be heard [00:40.46] [00:41.07]I know they won't though [00:42.38]Not a single word [00:45.07] [00:45.92]I was here [00:47.12]At her side [00:48.38]When she called [00:49.38]When she cried [00:51.93]How could she leave me on my own [00:54.58] [00:56.02]Will it work this cure [00:58.60]There's no way to be sure [01:03.34] [01:03.89]But I'm weary to the bone [01:06.34]And whenever she goes flying [01:08.36] [01:10.81]I keep my feet right on the ground [01:13.86] [01:15.97]Oh now I need a lift and there's no one around [01:22.79] [01:46.01]And I've never had to face the world [01:48.51]Without her at my side [01:50.34] [01:50.92]Now I'm strolling right beside her [01:53.22]As the black hole opens wide [01:55.74] [01:56.49]Mine is just a slower suicide [02:01.32] [02:05.45]I've been here for the show [02:08.23]Every high every low [02:11.49] [02:12.11]But it's the worst we've ever known [02:14.78] [02:16.40]She's been hurt and how [02:19.27]But I can't give up now [02:25.12] [02:26.62]Cause I've never been alone [02:30.52] [02:32.19]I could never be alone