[ti:Better Than Before] [ar:Alice Ripley] [al:Next to Normal (Original Broadway Cast Recording)] [offset:0] [00:00.35]The memories are there [00:01.98]Somewhere [00:02.94]Find some pictures you can share [00:05.49]Keepsakes of the life that's [00:07.23]There behind her [00:10.37] [00:13.68]Keep it light at first that's best [00:16.14]Careful that she's not distressed [00:18.72]When the time's right [00:20.22]Tell the rest [00:21.45]Remind her [00:24.07]You'll find her [00:27.56] [00:32.23]So let's start with something small [00:34.87]Something personal and pretty [00:37.30] [00:38.30]I bet you'll know these shiny things [00:41.29] [00:42.79]They must be tacky trinkets from I guess atlantic city [00:47.56]No actu'ly di [00:49.51]They're our wedding rings [00:51.41]It's going well [00:52.79]Here's a flower from our wedding [00:55.28]You were such a sight to see [00:57.95]And the ceremony everything we'd hoped [01:01.68]Um dad [01:03.22]Well that's how I remember it [01:05.92]So that's how it'll be [01:08.10]It was raining [01:09.36]It was portland [01:10.66]You eloped [01:11.99]I mean portland [01:14.03]It's an open book to write here [01:16.76]It's a life we can restore [01:18.86] [01:19.37]We can get back what we had [01:21.39]And maybe more [01:22.96] [01:24.42]Maybe get us back to better [01:26.62]Than before [01:28.07] [01:34.65]Here's the year we drove the west [01:36.84]We hit the highway in the honda [01:39.36] [01:40.02]And I took pictures [01:41.68]Everywhere we went [01:43.27] [01:44.70]We saw the painted desert [01:47.01]The grand canyon [01:48.26]And aunt rhonda [01:50.16]And nat learned what [01:50.96]Her middle finger meant [01:53.40] [01:54.76]Here's the first house that we owned [01:57.06]On walton way we loved that place [01:59.68] [02:00.26]Then we built this one on land [02:02.34]That we both chose [02:03.95] [02:04.92]And here's a pic of all of us [02:07.72]With smiles on ev'ry face [02:10.32]And the photoshopping [02:12.24]Hardly even shows [02:13.63] [02:15.64]We're standing by a lake [02:17.59]With all theses ducks [02:19.13] [02:20.93]And who's this little chubby girl [02:23.71]That's natalie [02:24.85]This sucks [02:25.79] [02:28.65]Gonna get us back to normal [02:31.12]Gonna get us back to good [02:33.04] [02:33.63]Gonna get back what we had [02:35.54]And maybe more [02:37.04] [02:38.72]Gonna get us back to good times [02:41.30]And forget the things we should [02:43.79]Gonna get us back to better than before [02:47.13] [02:48.85]We can get things back to better than before [02:52.18] [02:53.88]All right fine [02:55.46] [02:57.96]Here's the headline in the paper [03:00.34]When you freaked out at the market [03:02.96]Here's the house on walton way [03:05.29]After the fire [03:06.91]Natalie [03:07.50] [03:08.09]Here's the damage to the honda [03:10.65]When you showed me how to park it [03:13.33]Did we crush somebody's cat beneath the tire [03:17.13]Yes ours [03:19.11]Here's dad at my recital [03:21.33]And we're wond'ring where you are [03:24.38]I remember this [03:25.56]I made it to the school [03:28.05]Wait you remember [03:29.71]It was the year of too much lithium [03:32.25] [03:32.77]I hid out in the car [03:34.54]Yes [03:34.98]And your swim meet [03:36.54]Just last year [03:37.62]I'm in the pool [03:38.82]So you are [03:40.43]You're getting it [03:41.62]You've got it di [03:42.98]Hooray [03:43.80] [03:45.64]Your life has kind of sucked [03:47.57]I think [03:47.99]You got it yay [03:49.37]Hooray hooray hooray [03:53.10]Gonna get back what I lost there [03:55.47]Gonna find out who I was [03:57.92]Gonna open up the gates and let it pour [04:01.71] [04:03.02]And if mem'ry makes things better [04:05.10]Well mem'ry always does [04:07.76]Gonna get us back to better than before [04:11.42] [04:13.00]Make ev'rything much better than before [04:15.74]Won't anything be [04:17.14]Better than before [04:18.20]I guess is must be [04:19.73]Better than before [04:21.72] [04:22.47]Better than before