[00:11.572]I don't feel like me
[00:14.475]Whatever that's supposed to be
[00:17.224]I've crossed lines i never thought i'd cross
[00:22.593]My only retreat is falling asleep
[00:25.155]But I lie awake every night of the week
[00:28.028]And think about how much worse it's become
[00:56.133]I don't feel like me
[00:59.045]Whatever that's supposed to be
[01:01.841]I'm a different person every time I come home
[01:07.390]How can I be so lonely
[01:09.889]When you're in the room right next to me
[01:12.907]Why has it been like these my whole life?
[01:18.609]I need to say it, I need more
[01:21.169]I need the feeling that I had before
[01:23.637]I got back and started on this whole routine again
[01:29.597]Always upstream, always against the grain
[01:46.714]I need to say it, I need more
[01:49.002]I need the feeling that I had before
[01:51.611]I got back and started on this whole routine again
[01:57.723]Always upstream, always against the grain
[02:01.779]And nothing will ever change
[02:12.950]Nothing will ever change
[02:19.121]Ever change
[02:23.927]Nothing will ever change