Oh father mother, I’m sorry for what I’ve done
Still slobbering on my thumbs, knees tremble I’m so scared
Oh brother sister, its time to wave farewell
Lace up the beat up shoes, I dashed out for the wild
Everything that I present is more than I can create
Anything that seems alright, could be just a nail in the shaft
I silently asked myself “could you love without looking back”?
Scissors in my hand colors in your face
Let me take it all apart
Longing for reason for the wisdom
astonish me sing it at your will
Nothing but perception intellection
Why not, I don’t know
Distress of tomorrow intervention
Stand up and rock it to the world
Ashes that falls infect my wound let it all start again
So long oh all my friends, professor Mr. Yves
My heart is beating fast, drools down the neck confused
Tell me Mr. right what have you seen so far?
Quietly he answered “life is just a bitch”
Tell me Mr. nice what you have felt so far?
Grabbed my neck he shouted “lifeless as a fuck!
Its just not enough to hold me off the curious
Take a knife in hand stab my heart again
Until nothing to excruciate
Longing for reason for the wisdom
astonish me sing it at your will
Nothing but perception intellection
Why not, I don’t know
Distress of tomorrow inventions to unfold
Stand up and rock it to the world
Ashes that falls infect my wound let it all escape away
Theres nothing to cry for, nothing to cry for, what I got is a barricade
Scenarios controlled emotions outflow now my lips so cold
So back in the shadow follow the arrows you will find me in a cage
I’ve got no home all by myself nowhere to belong
Alive you say? Ah shut all I have is a creature to blame
Integrity I pray cheat on the mistakes in my words well said
I can’t explain I masturbate
I’m just a doll without a brain
He torn away whats left to restrain Tokyo Teddybear
In the fallen night and days, a corpse of mine will explain
As long as you could smile, I’m not the toy you would love